just a dream

over the weekend i had a bad dream.
for some reason josh was sick and he died. i was heartbroken. i often have dreams where family members are sick but i always wake up before they die. this time josh was gone and i was devastated. but as i woke up in the early morning dawn of the bedroom and turned to my right, josh was right beside me! i immediately reached out to him and started bawling. tears rolling down my face and squeezing him as hard as i could. the tears were not the heart-wrenching sob of sadness but the cry of relief and happiness, i felt so much better. i made sure to snuggle him real good.
needless to say josh was pretty freaked out, he thought i was hurt and needed to go to the ER! :)